hi…musta na mahal ko? Sna ok lang, sorry ulit ha? miss na kita lam mo ba yun? matutulog na ako dapat maaga kaso naiisip pa kita and the things that happened kanina…At least we got a glimpse of what we are when we’re angry or nagtatampo or whatever…Aaminin ko sayo, madali ako magalit or mainis at madalas nagtataas ako ng boses, ganun ako as a person, pero mabilis mawala galit ko, isang oras lang mga ganun wala na. Nakita lang kita umiiyak gusto na kita yakapin agad at nagsisisi na ko sa ginawa ko…Sinabi ko sa sarili ko na dapat ibahin kita at pakikitungo ko sayo…I realized din na dapat iniisip nga kita at ndi lang ako lang sa LAHAT ng bagay, including yun alam mo na 
Sorry if I was so insensitive 
This early dapat maayos natin mga bagay na ganito para wala tayong pag aawayan, ayaw ko talaga nag aaway tayo by any means, gusto ko masaya lang tayo at lagi nag lalambingan kahit alam ko na imposible yun, gusto ko maging masaya tayo most of the time. We are, for now, just borrowing time so gusto ko na we make the most out of it.
I know mahal mo si e***e at mahal ko rin si c****e but I know na mahal na rin kita ng sobra hindi ko na alam kung saan na yung line na naghahati between you and her…In a span of just weeks na nakasama kita is just unbelievable, I’ve never been happier, just your smile and your voice is enough to melt my heart away, totoo talaga, mahal talaga kita, everything in my mind & body tells me so…alam ko maling mali dahil may pamilya na ako at may asawa ka na pero it’s just one of those things na hindi napipigilan, no matter how smart you are or strong you may be…I mean it’s there and you feel it and you want to do it cause it makes you happy, at least in my case that’s the way it is
I know marami pa tayong dadaanan that will ultimately test our so called “love” for each other. It’s like we’re growing a tree and building a dam at the same time…Will the tree that we call our love be strong enough to stand when the winds of the storm come lashing on it?!? Or can our dam that we built with our affection for each other withstand the pressure of the raging floodwaters? All these things are bound to happen and we will at some point have to face them, both the storm and the flood All we can do now while it’s still early is to take care of our tree the best way we can and to strengthen our dam the best way possible…
I love you C******, so much now…
(wag na po reply mahal, alam nya pw ko dito…)
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waw. patindi ng patindi tong mga natatanggap nating letters. kinakabahan ako sa mga nakaw nyong sandali. -ed.