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sharon,

A bottle of alcohol is more than I need. For my mind to calm down. Ive been thinking of the world and me and you. We’re over, more than done. It’s 3am and I cant sleep. Thoughts of you haunt me. I miss the complexity of it all. The networked problems. Of hearts entwined. painfully. Of imaginations beyond control. How our minds clashed. Yet we spoke not a word. Everything is left unsaid. It’s funny how we kept ourselves busy of other things to avoid ourselves. When all we want is each other. When all we need is each other. Ive been thinking of asking you why. But I don’t see the point. You tell me first. Why should we want each other? Why should we need each other?

gabby
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therapy magbasa ng mga lumang sulat.

sharon,

you walk fast across the street. your hair flying so freely. blown gently by the wind. you greet the sunshine with a smile on your face. ever so happy. ever so carefree. you look so fresh. lots of skin to bare. you fit well in jeans. you cross the street so calmly. cars screech. tires burning with desire. for you. you live in a world of your own. some castle in a magic kingdom. You sway to the music that is your soul. and the lyrics, your life. Only your mind can ever know. I call on you but you never hear me. You left me,lost in your paradise. Everyday I reach out to you. I see you walk fast across the street. Your hair flying so freely. Blown gently by the breeze. You greet the world with a smile on your face. Ever so happy. Ever so carefree. And you never see me. Or even hear me. But ill wait for you. In this cathedral of pain.

gabby
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